Clearly this ‘poem’ was a reflection of my emotions and driving force during the late summer in 2015. This was a time when I was just beginning my first job, starting my career path as a Social Worker (or so I thought), and I had an interest in someone who clearly wasn’t seriously ‘Into’ me. I have always wanted a real relationship, to have love for another who will reciprocate it, you know, the basic human wants. I have learned to never settle for what is available at the moment out of so-called loneliness or an unfulfilled need, because in the end, I end up just that. Lonely, and unfulfilled.
Side note: I do not know why I started out with the part stating wanting to go to Tennessee. I do not have a drive to go to Tennessee to become a country singer! I think it came from some movie I was watching at the time, but it does symbol my drive to be successful.
Peace & Love ❤ everyone. Enjoy the summer! Though it has been summer in the desert southwest for the past month and half.
Featured image from: The Inner Path Facebook page
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Summer, 2015
I am going east to Tennessee
I am going to ride that spiral wave of lights and rights and lefts and wrongs and your no goods that I’ve seen in my dreams
And never look back
That’s a fact
You mean
I want it all
I want it now
I am in control
You can’t control me
I am my own driving force
You can’t reckon with a woman like me
I am fire, and ice
I am everything sweet, nice, and equally spice
I have no remorse or pity
For the many who think they out smart me
I’ve got my own mind and motivation
I am not giving into your aggravation
Take your bad humor
Save it for another
…
You’re just another disappointment
Check the box next to your name of no goods
You have eyes that shine like diamonds in the sky
And skin as peachy as a peach
Your mind is week
I’m better off without you
…
Walk on, walk on
Your not good enough for me
Walk on, walk on
Go lie and bore another fool
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Happy happy
Sad sad
Mad mad
Glad glad
Why why
Waa, aaw, wan
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